CD 1 - The time has come... **updated**

Today of course the witch arrived to greet me this morning. A tad late considering yesterday was Halloween, but I suppose she must have been busy brewing up something and/or flying around on her broomstick scaring little kiddies. So as usual I called Dr. S's office to let them know I need my final round of clomid called in. The nurse said she would call me back to let me know she had called it in, which seemed a little odd considering they've never done this. I just know they call it in and I pick it up the next day.

Anyway, the nurse just called back and said they had called in my clomid, but Dr. S wants to go ahead and refer me on to Dr. H... (Jaw drops to floor here) Dr. S never ceases to surprise me I guess. I just assumed that he'd wait to confirm the 6th cycle of clomid didn't working THEN refer me on. Not refer me on while going through it. AND I assumed that I wouldn't see the RE until after the first of the year, which essentially still could be the case.

So now I sit and wait on the nurse to call me back with my appointment with Dr. H. I never thought we would get this far. Denial... Yea, I admit it. Freaking out... Yea, that too.

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My appointment is scheduled for Nov 30 @ 10:45. Apparently Dr. H is in my city about twice a month. They are sending me a packet of info to fill out and return before my appointment. Plus, I'm supposed to (laughing hysterically) make a copy of my insurance card and send to them with the packet of info.

What is weird about this is Nov 30 is the day I should get my next period. Ironic?

Now on to doing some extensive research on this guy. Hell, I don't even know his first name, let alone anything else about him. Holy shit this is real!